Little memories of a smaller me flash like old film. I've always wanted to learn regardless of where I was or what I was doing. I have big eyes and a big heart and I wanted to know the world from every angle. Now glowing ghosts in dry eyes are manifestations of a complex sadness. Everything rubs off on you. Your DNA learns from everything around you even if you don't notice it. I think we are always changing and cells always rebuilding, maybe we have gotten out of the grips of nature, either that or nature thrives on chaos, given the chaotic nature of the human.
We are not always analytical, and neither are we focusing all energy on survival. What makes us love? Stress and struggle. Struggle to survive and be, persistence, growth, and care. No one needs anyone anymore. So instead we use sex as therapy.
So we outgrew our bodies and our minds had nowhere to grow. Now the thick weed of the mind is crying out to the body through migranes, obecity, insomnia, and depression. It's screaming for more soil with which to root, but physical limitations and the slow nature of evolution leave us dire. As our technology seems to outgrow us, our minds outgrow our bodies, and thus the current insufferable social-economical and political climates throughout the world. Racism, genocide, torture, and war. Nuclear weapons, chemical weapons. Some people and entire societies are barely out of the caves we lived in 60,000 years ago, while the world grows at an unbelievable rate.
taught and twisted creatures
fumbling through the night
the vultures and the weasels
got steely eyes alright
if you don't have any ideas
then why do you exist
the part that you just cant start
is the reason for my bliss
Being creative and an artist seems to be the receipe for too much empathy which leads to more suffering because we feel things too much and too deeply. Sigh, still if we didn't have the love to do it, who would?
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